Work has hardly been fascinating.I have been sitting in front of the PC for a good 20 minutes wondering how to go about my assignment but I just can't and then to top it all, I end up here.My green mug, full of tea is just lying there, getting cold while I'm staring at this screen.My mind just stops working y'know, most of the times.It's not like this is something very difficult but somehow it is and I can't manage the whole thing today.I have way to many things to occupy my mind.Upstage,my superficial problems,my dad snoring,my dad in general,failures.EVerything.
I have, encouragingly, managed to pen down about a line or two and I have no inclination to move ahead with it.I'm tired and sleepy plus its not like I know anything.I never know anything.Or maybe I don't know enough.I am sort of slow.I don't grasp things.Never did.
I try to look all smart, pretending to know a lot but then it all shows on paper.I am pretty much of a fool.Ok stupid sounds better.I have a very limited understanding.And so this is where I close my professional looking notebook and sign off.
1 comment:
Green Mug, the one i gave ya? which when reached ya had broken its arm?
Irrelevant.
Donno if this is the place for this.
Donn care if it is.
But u shud know that u r not a fool. or let me say stupid.
U have so much that is enviable to others, not talking in the stereotypical 'count the blessings' manner.
Generally, for all those non-fools, who can jot down professionally some shit on paper.
They are envious of u, if that makes u feel better...for to me knowing that definitely wud!
Love. n Loads of it.
Swe.
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