Three Months and running.

there seems to be no other way.Lets say, I gave up.You would too, am sure.
It's kinda complex , to always hide things, to always lie, to feel jealous, to always feel like you're not needed.And I don't feel good anymore.I was really tired and so I just decided to give in.Maybe I'm just drowning myself in self pity but since nobody else cares, I really don't have an option.
Now, I sort of know that nothing is forever.Infact, let's say there isn't any forever.I don't know how much of this is self created, all I know is this is my reality and I have to go through this.