so much about me.

1+2=3
I don't feel connected anymore.Am sorry.I guess this is as long as we could be together, I don't understand you and you don't understand me.And this is where it should end.Or should it?
I have to push myself out of this mess.I have created it and I should destroy it.Ideally.
I know there isn't much choice left but everything is so forced, so fake.
I am jealous.I am alone.I am desperate.This is as sad an ending as we could wish for.But you've found your own and well...hopefully I will too.
Let us let this be.
ananya.