a dream not so lost

"don't try to look behind the veil, 'cause you'll see an ugly picture."

It's been a while, actually more than a while, since I clicked some photographs or even used my camera.Somehow,I don't get that sense of satisfaction anymore.Or maybe, I gave up too soon.But that's my problem, one freakin' obstacle and I lose patience.That's what happens with most things, I lose interest because I'm so bloody impatient.

But I don't want to be bored of photography, I can't be bored of it.In fact I miss it and intend getting back to it, very soon.Hope I do.

rub some lamp someone!

Nothing is quite settled, not yet.I finally found a decent institute which offers a specialised course in photography.So, while I'm happy about that, I still have one more entrance where I can fail.The only difference is that I'm passionate about photography, it's something I've been wanting to do.For long.So, am sort of banking on it.if you sit for ten thousand entrances and clear one, it doesn't do much good for your morale, you know!

a smoker to you.not me.

smoke blowing is fancy activity.many would say its a nearly successful attempt at trying to look 'cool'.I would say it's more of an attempt to look photogenic.smoke is photo friendly.so is a cigarette...or maybe it's just they way I perceive it.those who know will agree that Ilu can look awesome*even though his voice can't be captured*with a lone blow machine between his fingers.
cliche.it is.rather,my perception is.black and white.smoke.eyes.depth.arouses this curiosity about the subject.I like that...that sense of mystery that burns within the grey smoke.

Heel girl...HeeL

an attempt to say a hell lot of things.one of which is that am sorry*for you know what*

moments of concern

Bizarre rains have just taken over Delhi and the world will never be the same again.(what?)Global warming leads to hard core monsoons in May,no one's complaining,who but me,you obviously do not want to be a victim of the heat in Delhi,no way but neither do I want to be a victim of winters in July...its too early and besides it ain't normal.So wake up call this is I guess.Far more than that.What is done is obviously done but trying to make it worse is well worst!But...brighter side...you are saved from the painful humidity,heat,sun burns that make you feel you were sunbathing at Goa.So cheers.
having a pretty sad vacation here(resume wise)
attaching a disconnected picture which I just treated.