absence of contentment has been so consistent that I've almost forgotten any feeling even close to the same.nothing wants to be simple anymore.I can't put it any more blatantly,I'm disturbed.A feeling which doesn't seem to go away.
there are a zillion things I feel.But as of now I'd like to stop.stop and look back.without feeling anything,without any regrets.I find it strange that there so many thoughts attached to every single thing that we do.I would like for once to just do things,without putting in years of thinking.To be able to be happy with whatever I choose.to be lucky for a change.And since there are so many things I want...am pretty sure I won't get more than half of them.the strangest part is I don't know how to feel better and trust me I need to get out of this feeling.I hate everything.
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