Sometimes,somethings are so pointless, that they're not even worth explaining.For some, listening to others seems to be one of these things.Pointless.For me, its trying to talk to my dad.
It's really a big surprise that he still manages to breathe,with the condition he's in; it really is.Maybe you think he's the type who won't give up easily.Wrong.He's the type who won't even try ... 'cause living in denial seems to be a better option.
So what do you do when you see your father abuse his health, see him mock your concern? Well, nothing at all.You watch the action and then forget about it.Or better still, you head straight to the blog.
Then there's a lot of bull crap you listen to, about how 'man has to die'.Really?I wonder if that's the point.
The easiest way to ward off people, as I learnt from my father, is to either make them detest you or to just make them scared of you.This way, you never have to listen to anybody else, nobody at all.This is freedom, bliss, where everybody else suffers, you do too but then that doesn't matter.All that matters is that you create chaos and negativity, enough for everybody to take.How generous.
If I could leave right now.I would.Even if I didn't have anywhere to go to.If I could blame God, I would.And if I could do anything to change the way things are, I would.
But the worst part, is that I can't do a thing.
All I can do, is to wait.
P.S:This isn't what I meant when I said that I needed something to blog about.
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