it isn't too late to be thinking about where I headed,right?I find it amusing that others believe that I don't care.what's even more amusing is that I believe in what others believe.So,now I'm at this dumb identity loss point,which I can't figure out.
am too distracted.happens I guess,but more than that I'm tired.of loss.of change.of hurting people.of being the way I am.of being judged.of being ignored.of being tired.
right now...I see death from a distance that could be increased.It's not me.I wish everything was numb and wasn't allowed to feel any more than a pebble.
it's too many things at a time.I might have to kill someone tomorrow.and am not prepared for it.there's a strange circle,wouldn't call it vicious or anything but I can't seem to get out of this.It's like a habit.too tough to define.there's hardly any space to move and break out.
yea,I do hope am leaving someone in peace.
I hope.
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