a lighter shade,

when you try to bring out that which you don't feel,I think it looks and sounds better.but then you know it's untrue.Fake.pretence.

portraying depth with the lack of it.sounding heavy,need not be necessary.but maybe you're trying to prove a point.be someone you'd like to be or a someone that others want you to be.someone told me that this works for me.maybe it does.but then at some point I feel pretty lost and hollow.Empty.desperate to breathe in a little depth.hoping to sound correctly deep.contemplative.seeking strength in something that is so so weak.