What's with you?

It's like this, I was just sitting and getting bored like I always do and suddenly I realised that I had been getting bored quite often, so I must, for the sake of others, do something new.Something like getting pissed maybe?Y'know sulking!So that's how it happened.THERE!!All the mystery behind it is lost...revealed!!
Now maybe I want to carry on like this and some day I'll think of something else to do, now any which way how are you bothered?I am frustrated...yes,there I said it.Many people are, just in case.I need or maybe I could say want a few things to go in a certain way and they don't and yes that's irritating.And yes I felt left out and yes I can't show it 'cause am too cool for all of this.And am probably the weirdest thing that you've met...or heard or even read or whatever am sure you get it!And now am trying to change like trying to make things better...and not for me, mind you, cause no matter how much I try things aren't going to be the way I want 'em to.But am still trying and maybe not hard enough but I am.And you should encourage me with some...well...incentives.What does it take to make things a lil' better.
And am sort of tired...really I am.And you very well know of what...so if you can and I know you can then help me and if you can't then at least do not mock.It's NOT funny!