I detest comebacks.

it isn't easy for people to move on,or so it seems.the pleasure in seeing others suffer must be so much that it sort of doesn't allow you to let go.In the last two valuable hours,I learnt that miseries*those of others* must be a serious source of satisfaction.at least for some.some that I,unfortunately once knew and even liked.well,I don't know how much sense this would make but honestly,people make me behave the way I do.and no matter how rude,weird or obnoxious that is,I can't help it.and I don't even want to.not anymore.

It probably must bring immense satisfaction to know that I'm hurt or that I felt bad about something.or that according to you I am 'learning my lesson'.but guess what.you need to grow up.let go.leave me alone and let me be.this might sound like a protest slogan but I truly wish you'd learn.it's funny how you keep finding ways to come back,but seriously if there's so much detestment and hate involved.why bother?Why is maturity so distant?especially when you insist on not holding any grudges.wait that was till your secret was out,surprise surprise!you DO hold grudges and how!you know it's ok to have grudges against people,it won't spoil your reputation.only thing is at least don't pretend to be the 'bigger person'.and I dont care how much of a sad and sorry little post this might me,this is sadly the only way I could get through to you.and I hope I did.