Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Instant coffee moment.

stillness signifies almost nothing,I learnt.As Phoebe said if you're not moving forward doesn't mean you're moving backwards,you're just still.And this stillness gets to many people.Like it gets to me.
It isn't about being impatient and hurried.but I'd like things to move.even if they're slow,they should move.But I think more importantly,I'd like to know where I am going.I mean I'm all for spontaneous plans but sometimes having at least a vague sort of idea helps I guess.I can't look beyond the three years.I am stuck and it bothers me.and then I have people reminding me how sad I am to be unable to out grow my past.I don't quite know how much sense that makes...there is no point,nothing to be proved.It's simple,like that.I'm not moving forward and I hate being still...so I'm moving backwards.wow.or wait,this is for ilu...whao.
I've left a lot of hopes.I try and plant my life on circumstantial lies.So that they can help me of course.I'm good being left alone.I just need to get a few things into my brain and that somehow isn't happening/.

2 comments:

Raunaq said...

Its really indeed,no one is moving backward.In actual sense,it is your relative positions which keeps on changing with time and we consider this relative position in +ve sense then we called it moving forward and when we do consider in -ve sense then we called it we are moving backward.

Well i don't have any great idea about it but what I had I just tried to revealed it out before you.

M said...

is it weird that i *want* to move backwards then ?!

can you come online ?! this.must.be.discussed.