the incredible amount of uncertainty attached to living your 'own' life is if nothing else then funny for sure.As far as I'm concerned,I don't quite know if I actually detest this feeling or if I'm actually ok with believing that things will fall into place.
Focused people are...well,they're different.They aren't really like me,guess I'm sure about that.in that sense,like one of my teachers once said*actually more than once*,I belong to the group of people who are happy being mediocre.Well,she was wrong,I am a mediocre,but I am not happy being one.In fact thats the kind of person I am,at least was.full of regrets. I might've changed,at least I'd like to believe that I have.But the mediocrity somehow doesn't leave me.And though not always,it does disturb me sometimes to not know how to face the tag with the heavy dose of uncertainty.Only positive thing I find is that failures don't really pinch anymore,cause I've faced way too many.
P.S::guess this is a result of giving a bad paper and losing touch with people you wouldn't want to.
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